My Story #6
- STORY 1st
I was naive .. too soon believe and easily lulled.
you are not real .. I realize that. but, I’m also too stupid, too plain ..
so … what I’m supposed to do?
O God, if indeed these are real, then let it be known to me..
i was open up my heart to anybody, then give me a reality and don’t give me a dream anymore.
- STORY 2nd
i don’t have heart feelin’ anymore
i was so naive..
really naive..need you here..need everything be realized..
but..jusy a daydreaming..
.. I feel like laughing out loud .. how so silly ..
very naive ..
I do not need a boyfriend, I do not need love, what the hell with all that!
I just need myself, I do not need another.
is enough for me ..
enough to hurt, enough to hope, enough to pursue.
I’m tired ..
this time, let me run it for myself. run after my dreams.
don’t you ever stop my step again with your sweet seduction.because all it was a lie and you are a liar.
i said you Liar .. and everything is your pretend!
i can’t believe you anymore …
- STORY 3th
Your presence is part of my life story
i lost my way, when i know you, you made me knew that i’ve got new hope with you.
but, that’s just for a while. now, when i’m feel better, all gone, you’ve gone.
well, sometimes i feel that love never comes to me. i’m just a girl, an ordinary girl. I always thought that my beautiful past with him coming back, but it all will never return. after you come and give me a new life and new hope.
but, I realize that life is not just wishing and hoping. get your hopes up on something will only make me carve a dream in broad daylight. all in vain.
I will try to reach another. I would not be depend on you. enough for me, to feel something new. I always thought all the things that came to me as a gift from God. you come and become a new person to me, it was not a vain thing for me, you’re also means to me.
because all the things I was experiencing was a lesson for my life. perhaps can be likened to the story in a book of life. everybody has a story that will live in a book, they wrote their own life, so do i.
you the inside of my story. all arranged, and we just live in an inscription carved life.
- STORY 4th
This is Me..No Matter What They Say
libur..selalu begini, hidupku mgkn bakal sllu sprti ini terus kali ya
ya..sllu mengeluh..krn qrasa masa mudaku sudah kuhabiskan dgn sia2
aq tdk pernah bs menikmati sesuatu dengan fun.
tidak seperti orang2 di sekitarku.
but, thank’s God..thank’s to ALLAH SWT..
You give me something different. something i learn who had never felt by someone else.
I’m grateful, I grew into a strong girl, I grew up not become a spoiled child.
and I’m grateful because I live with a very valuable lesson.
learn to appreciate life, learn to respect others and i learn how valuable a hard work.
this is me, this is my family, this is my life. no matter what they say about me and my family, I love everything, i love my life.
- STORY 5th
My New Comer
he is new people who come .. but when he came, i’ve always ignore him ..
the day after day, he greeted me more exist ..
until everything get distracted .. at my attention past was still imagined the old story of my life ..
now as if it all turned so fast ..
my heart still hurt, and even bandages were still wet, it dry and almost gone..
what happen?
everything changed so fast, i almost didn’t realized it..
either since when all this begun …
but, this New Comer, is not a puppet… he is reaL..
omg..don’t ever fall in love again so easily….
- STORY 6th
Bukan hari yang special..kasih sayang bisa saja diwujudkan setiap hari..gak perlu nunggu Valentine’s untuk ngungkapi Cinta..
Lalu, apa itu cinta? Aku gak bisa merasakan lagi perasaan itu..setelah semua yang terjadi..aku bahkan tidak lagi mengenali perasaan itu…
Banyak yang datang…namun, satu pun gak bisa aku rasain…
Seseorang datang, menawarkan kebahagian maya yang semu…dan hati ku menolak untuk mempercayai itu semua…
Siapa kamu, seperti apa kamu…untuk apa kamu datang…kedatanganmu memberikanku apa?..apa untungnya untukku..apa maknanya untukku…
Well, no matter what…Love made me trauma…
I’m not ready yet to fall in love again…i’m so afraid if it happen again..
I’m not ready yet to hhurt again…so, maybe it’s better..i’m not serious with you..
You just a new comer, and we never met each other before…
Everybody told me…”where is your BF? Who i your BF?…” every question i answered “No one…”..complicated..
Am i really bad girl???aku bener2 udah gak bisa merasakan jatuh cinta..yang aku rasain semuanya permainan..FUN…
Tidak lagi berharap hal yang muluk-muluk..cukup mencintai diri sendiri..
No love anymore..never feel it again…
Aku merasa…aku adalah boneka…yang sudah gak punya hati untuk merasakan itu…
Menakutkan memang…aku sendiri gak tau knp malah perasaan sperti ini yang aku rasain….
But..i hope one day..someone come to me and he give me love, learn me about love..
